I can’t picture them not in my life. It hurts to even think about walking in to the home I grew to fall in love with, walk in, and see only one standing there waiting for me. It always gets me into tears. To hear that two of them aren’t doing so well right now, is really killing me. They’re miles away and I can’t do anything to be there. I know all they ask me is to do well...
You're going to come across people in your life...
stop flooding your system with worries and just go with the flow and appreciate...– applies to anyone that worries about unnecessary things like I do
reminiscing the toddler times,
When my mom and I reminisce about my toddler times, there’s always this light in her face. She couldn’t stop smiling, stop talking, and she couldn’t stop remembering. She always seems to enjoy the little conversations we have about when I was a chubby baby. You don’t actually notice that time flies until you reminisce on your childhood. Every moment was so carefree and...
We all grow into the beautiful person that we’re suppose to be - some...
Passed with 11 mistakes out of 15. I blame myself for being nervous as hell. But in 4 weeks I’ll get to have an official driver’s license. 100 pounds just got lifted off my shoulders today! Now, for me to step up my academics fast & work on being more positive. Off to Vegas w/ the family this weekend. Hoping a successful shopping trip is in store. I’m a girl okay, sue me.
You’ve got a tendency to overthink things now — how about listening...
I didn’t realize how much I put things aside when I say I’d do it. All I’ve been doing is procrastinate these last few months. Complain about how I haven’t gotten shit done and mop about it 24/7. I’ve failed to prove my parents, friends, and myself that I could balance everything in my life. Everything from family, friends, social life, academics, and actually getting...
i still have the knot in my stomach, just thinking about it
I just found all of my disney mania CDs & each song brings back a lot of childhood memories. I’m dancing and singing like a little kid right now listening to all these songs. Yeah, you got it. Disney songs get me smiling. they always will;
happybirthdaydweeb! His birthday party was absolutely fun. Noisy from the movies & the kids running around. To think we use to all be like that & after 10 years we end up sitting on the bed watching movies all day long. What a memorable day;
train of thought
I’m expecting too much from myself and from you. It’s not even to the point where I should be doing that. It’s hard knowing the fact it could change direction at any minute. Why do I have such a complicated thought of mind. I just need to stop. Just completely stop and enjoy. Why is that so damn hard to do ? ” youre a negative child ” - joannagirl No shit,
Neon Trees - Animal– new song obsession
When I’m around you, there’s always a sweet feeling. Even the way...
It’s a bitch for all the sophomores this week. Most of us are studying, some are considering about studying, and some could care less. I’m considering. This weekend was a great way to just end the complicating week, just right before the stressing week of CAHSEE. From the party to hanging out with Joanna Friday & Sunday. I miss her sooooooo much. It’s ridiculous. She made a...
spending my Sunday having a movie mania with Joanna;– <3
Lisapham’s party was absolutely fascinating <3 Lots of laughs, pick-up lines, farting, & indeed memories. It always gets more interesting when it comes to the end of the day. A lot of unexpected things happen today. I’m still honestly a little confused on how things end or I guess you could say started with us. You say I worry too much, I guess this is where I really have to...
I had a dream that I had the courage to tell you exactly how I really felt about you. To get everything off my chest so I could breathe easier. For me to be able to talk to you without any pauses and thoughts in between. It felt so good to know that you knew exactly how I felt.. but we all know it’s not gonna happen. Not anytime soon; A simple heart to heart conversation with you would make...
I think I’m afraid to be happy because whenever I get too happy, something bad...– Charlie Brown (via choney)
I limit myself in showing how much I actually like you so I won’t get hurt & so we could grow that close bond I hope for first. If feelings do grow between us, then I just have to learn how to go with the flow from there,
i'm at that stage
“A hopeless romantic, in my opinion, is a person who day-dreams of things that might happen with a person they have a crush on. As soon as something somewhat “romantic” happens, they start to picture everything their mind can come up with that will happen afterwards. They believe anything romantic can happen any second. It’s not necessarily them looking for their soul-mate...
home sweet home;
It was a great place to get away. The scenery was absolutely amazing, just mind blowing. I’ll be uploading photos sometime later on this week. I couldn’t really stop thinking, but I got a lot of advice over the weekend. I just need to re-route my life. & to begin that. I’m gonna actually do my homework. While watching the 82nd Academy Awards<3. Amazing actors, actresses,...
building mountains to protect myself;
A sweet getaway from here this weekend to big bear. Possibly a way for me to “retrain my mind” and stop killing myself w/ all these useless information stuck in my head. I need to make this month, my month.
Lyrics to my favorite song;
Cosmic Love - Florence + The Machine A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat I tried to find the sound But then it...
I’m stranded in the middle of nowhere with the mix signals you give me,
me: you probably don't remember anything bout cosines and sines much huh.
me: this explains that we really don't use geometry in life.
geometry is so damn useless,
Hello to the new month; To the mistakes we’ll be making, the lessons we’ll be learning, the different emotions we’ll be feeling, & to the new memories we’ll be creating. Another month has gone by, now to make it another month to remember. -veroniqueduong.