Its just two months in and there’s been so many memories being created everyday. It’s a roller-coaster ride, but regardless of it, there’s always an experience made or a lesson learned. No time for regrets. Just time for making more memories with the ones closest to my heart. And to think it’s just the beginning of it.
My first rally. My first big stress bubble. My first job directing. One big experience.
Just directing from the sidelines and seeing dance community form into such a success over just two months.. I couldn’t be more proud. The rally. The performance. I knew it proved a lot of people wrong. Proving those who didn’t believe I could change something or do something right from the start, wrong. And being able to make those who had faith in me all along, extra proud. Doing work.
One rally down, two more to go. Go big or go home!
How there’s so much to live for and yet most of us live in doubts and fears. There’s no time for that. Go with your gut. Run with the wind. Embrace your beauty. Make adventures. Laugh like a maniac. Play fancy occassionally. Let the music take you away. Use a form of art to express your feelings.. but don’t let your insecurities or negative thoughts overcome you.
There’s times in life where the bad just slaps you in the face. Bad news, bad change, bad outcomes.. it just all adds up to making you feel more like crap. It will probably stay for awhile.. but there’s always the good that comes after. Maybe it’s a lesson learn, a better understanding of life, karma, or bigger apperciation of something. There’s always the good when there’s the bad. Always. Just in time.
Regardless of how bad the situation is or how stressed out you are, you should always keep yourself motivated to continue to stay strong and be more optimistic. Don’t always rely on other people or things to make you feel better or keep you motivated. The best motivator should really be yourself because you should know what you want and know what makes you happy.
“You have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something, your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever, because believing that the dots will connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart even when it leads you off the well worn path, and that will make all the difference”—Steve Jobs
It hasn’t been easy this week, but I know its on me. Its not that I don’t see, I do. I’m learning everyday. Just slowly working up to it everything. I couldn’t be more grateful for the close friends I have that continue to keep my mood as positive as it can be and encourage me everyday. I don’t know where I’d be without your love and support. You guys are as genuine as it can get.